I have been struggling in discerning God’s vision and my call. “What does God intend for us?” “How do we move from where we are to where God asks us to be?” That is a big question and necessary for us to ask as we are searching for God’s vision. As I ponder these questions, I’d like to share a prayer and poem “A Future Not Our Own” written by an Archbishop Oscar Romero.

Peace,

Kangse Lee

 

A Future Not Our Own

(by Archbishop Oscar Romero, murdered, 24 March 1980)

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It helps, now and then, to step back

and take the long view.

The kingdom is not only beyond our efforts,

it is beyond our vision.


We accomplish in our lifetime only a tiny fraction of

the magnificent enterprise that is God’s work.

Nothing we do is complete,

which is another way of saying

that the kingdom always lies beyond us.


No statement says all that could be said.

No prayer fully expresses our faith.

No confession brings perfection.

No pastoral visit brings wholeness.

No programme accomplishes the church’s mission.

No set of goals and objectives includes everything.


This is what we are about.

We plant seeds that one day will grow.

We water seeds already planted, knowing that they hold future promise.

We lay foundations that will need further development.

We provide yeast that produces effects beyond our capabilities.


We cannot do everything

and there is a sense of liberation in realizing that.

This enables us to do something,

and to do it very well.

It may be incomplete, but it is a beginning, a step along the way,

an opportunity for God’s grace to enter and do the rest.


We may never see the end results,

but that is the difference between the master builder and the worker.

We are workers, not master builders,

ministers, not messiahs.